Mass. . .

I've been here in Massachusetts for three full days now.

 I went to an SA ward where they were very nice and told me I should choose to live here, but didn't have much help to offer.  I'm looking for a place to stay while I look for a job,and once I have a job I'll know where I need to live, so I think one has to follow the other.  There were a few leads on houses, but they fell through, so I'm still living at my cousin's mercy and I really shouldn't take advantage of them any longer. 

If I had a million dollars, I could just rent a place or a hotel room and it wouldn't matter, but since I am a compulsive shopper, I don't have much and there-in lies the problem.  So I'm sleeping on an air mattress in their office and trying to stay out of their way, while still trying to search for and find jobs and it's a little rough.  I hate always having to ask people for things, I'm very individualistic.  Maybe that's why I haven't found anything, I need to learn to rely on people and let them help me.  But I don't wanna!

I need to find a hotel that has wekly rates so I can move out tomorrow, which is when the parking pass I've been using expires.  Hopefully somehting will happen, but I'm not feeling like this was such a good idea anymore.  Here's hoping one of the people on Craig's List e-mails me back and has a nice room to share with me!